Love is Impervious to Logic

This has been quite a week. Started working, had Valentine's day and my birthday all in one week.
It's been a great week too and I've had more time to relax than I did going to school. I can certainly get used to working and being able to come home and have a life. I feel a little more complete.

One thing I learned last week was that I'm hearing even more than I thought I was. My hearing has increased and I hope it still continues to climb as I've only had my implant for 6 months. I'm starting to think this implant is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I never thought I'd hear this much in my life. It's truly amazing. I'm able to talk on the phone again and I'm hearing video recordings in class without needing interpreters or captions. The only thing is... I'm still twitching on a daily basis and my implant falls off my thick head of hair quite often. I realized that the twitching comes from a certain pitch that the nerves in my ears can't stand.  The sound of running water has that particular pitch that makes me feel like my ear is being electrocuted, it's the strangest thing. You can imagine how often I hear running water every day especially since I'm working in a hospital where we have to wash our hands frequently. It's my number one annoyance right now.

Anyways, while January was a rough month, February is definitely looking up. Valentine's day made me think about Love. I've had more time to myself lately and I'm still trying to figure out the logic of it all. I've come to the conclusion...

Love is impervious to logic.

Love is not something you can truly explain. There is no equation or materialistic thing you can go searching for, it just happens and it's powerful.

Everyone defines love in their own way, everyone's view of love is different. It's a matter of finding that kind of love where it's exactly how you pictured it. That is what I'm looking for.... I can't sit around and let it find me or spend all my time trying to find it. It's a balance between 2 people searching for the same thing that will bring them together. I like to think I'm one day closer to finding it than I was yesterday.