Ear personality

I officially think my ear has it's own personality....I feel like I'm dealing with a 2 year old who has an ongoing temper tantrum. It seems like anytime I have to get up really early in the morning or get off my couch to wash dishes or do something productive,  it screams at me. The ringing I'm hearing is ear-piercing at times, but it sounds more like a yell than a ring. I guess it's helpful to prepare me for motherhood or something. I will have my implant turned on a week from Tuesday so maybe the yelling will stop (I really hope it does!). I'm still enjoying this silence otherwise.

I've made it an effort to practice more sign language and it's been easier to focus on when I don't have anything distracting me. Someday I will become fluent, it's a goal of mine.

I'm currently back in my hometown for almost a week. I've been so busy trying to finish up the last part of the semester and now that I'm off, my brain can stop frying. I think it's a little overcooked.

I went to the Cowboy's game last night with my dad...it was fun to see the new cheerleaders at their first game. I remember the feeling like it was yesterday and I can't help but miss it. Everyone always ask me if I'll dance again.... if my body wasn't so old on the inside I would still try to find the opportunity to. I just say that I'm retired.

This week I plan to relax as much as I can and see a couple friends. My mom and I will try to start looking at venues and maybe....just maybe I can have a wedding date set :) I've managed to start looking at wedding dresses in a magazine and I'm getting a little more excited each day. I'm clueless about wedding stuff so it'll be a learning opportunity for me.

I found out yesterday that I will get to meet my puppy, Luna, on Tuesday. She's only 4 weeks old so I have to wait another 4 weeks before she will be sent to NY to be with me :) I was going to wait till December to get her, but there is no promise that a litter will be available at that time. I think it's better to have her sooner anyways because it'll be nice to train her to go to the bathroom outside before all the snow hits. Plus I look forward to going home from school or clinical everyday and having someone greet me like they haven't seen me in 20 years. That's the best thing about having a dog...no matter how good or bad your day goes, they are always  happy to see you.

Well I'm off to get started for the day, meaning my ear is going to start yelling in 5....4......3.......2.......1..........