I've always had this perpetual desire to be with someone who has blue eyes. These days I figured it's too much to ask for, it's too shallow, so I did compensate by getting myself a blue-eyed Weimaraner as a companion.
Let's just say she's lucky to have those icy blue eyes because with all the trouble she's caused lately, it's hard for me to get mad at her for it.I've had a lot of time to myself lately to think about what I want. I know that I have to put aside a lot of high expectations and simply stay open-minded about people and what they have to offer. Looks have never truly mattered to me, but if they have certain attributes that I like, it's always an extra blessing. Most of the time I find that I love imperfection more than anything. I think it makes people more human, more real, and more unique.
On the topic of rain, I feel like I'm at a certain peace with myself in this point of my life. I can finally breathe. Work has been busy and yet fun. I love what I get to do on a daily basis. I love feeling like someone trusts me to care for them and it makes me think that I have a purpose in this world. It's one of those moments I've been waiting for forever.I hope at this point with the job in place, I can slowly pick up the pieces of the life I've imagine for myself....shouldn't be anything too unrealistic.
"There's always a period of curious fear between the first sweet-smelling breeze and the time when the rain comes cracking down."
Don Delillo
