Tranquility is what I need in my life right now and I feel like it's a thousand miles away. Just when things become less chaotic, it all comes flooding back. I always wonder if I'm ever going to get there.
Sometimes all I want is to find a quiet spot, near a body of water with absolutely no one around but myself and a good book. A place where I can hear myself think without all the mumbling and sounds that I surround myself with everyday. It's exhausting to keep up with the amount of focus I have to put out there in order to converse with people whether in or out of work. I want a day off without worry, stress, or an agenda. I want to feel the sunshine, close my eyes and breathe.
I might get the opportunity to do just that next month if I can work out a plan. It'll be something to look forward to and one I will embrace. I think for most people, it's always good to step out of their daily lives and breathe a different kind of fresh air, one that cleanses the soul.
More on the topic of love: I still think I'm looking for something that feels so rare, yet worth waiting for. There are so many definitions to love, but I'd like to add another saying....
You know love when you find a piece of yourself in someone else.
That's all for today :) I hope everyone has been enjoying the summer months.